Perceive This

Kristine Schomaker had an idea. It started with the personal and has become a galvanizing collaborative project that reaches and speaks to a wide-range of viewers. It’s a conversation starter, it’s a collection of absolutely unique artworks, it’s an exultant vision of personal spirit, a creation from and of the soul that’s grounded – both literally and figuratively – by the body that holds it.

Art above by Sheli Silverio.

We’re talking about Perceive Me, an exhibition about to debut on January 25th at California State University Los Angeles.

Artist: Emily Wiseman

According to Schomaker – artist, curator, publisher and founder of Shoebox PR – the concept for the show started with a conversation between herself and artist Amanda Mears. Mears was drawing Schomaker athe time. “We were talking about body image, ideas of beauty, modeling nude, and I brought up the story that I had only been asked out on a date a couple times in my 46 years of life. I think unconsciously I took that as this validation that I wasn’t worth anything. Of course I know it is much more complicated than that,” Schomaker laughs, noting that the first time she expressed this out loud was in a previous interview for DiversionsLA.

Artist: Holly Boruck

Describing the idea as having come “full circle,” Schomaker says “I never realized that that was where a lot of myself worth came from. The need for outside validation. Or the idea that we often take our own self-worth from how we imagine others perceive us. Working with Amanda and looking back to a collaboration I did with J Michael Walker for his Bodies Mapping Time project as well as Chris Blevins-Morrison for a photographic project, I thought it would be an interesting ‘research project’ to see how I look through another person’s eyes. It was like a lightbulb.”

Artist: Austin Young

Over the next several months, Schomaker put together the idea of how Perceive Me would work, meeting with 57 different artists between November 2018-August 2019.

Schomaker selected the artists for the exhibition beginning with artists she knew who created work using a figure. “I have a folder on my computer of ‘Artists to Watch’ and culled from that. Plus, I looked at my walls, my art collection and invited those artists. And I invited friends, of course. I started off with the idea of 20 artists, then it went to 40; because I couldn’t say no then it went to 60. Most of the artists were invited, but there were a few who contacted me and after looking at their websites and seeing how their art practice was aligned with mine, I knew they were a perfect fit.”

What she mosts want viewers to take from this powerful and poignant exhibition is to “feel free to be themselves. I want people to be less afraid of ‘going for it,’ whatever that means for them. I want people to not be afraid to be different, unique, authentic and to not hide from others or themselves.”

Artist: Geneva Costa

The catalog that accompanies the exhibition is beautiful and rich; delving much deeper into both the intent behind it and presenting a fuller depiction of the images that most exhibition catalogs.

What led Schomaker to create such a vital piece of the project, or as she calls it, performance, is based on a fundamental belief in its social practice/impact and community engagement.

Artist: Marjorie Salvaterra

“I think my thesis was to see if my perception of myself changed as I saw myself through others’ eyes. Or maybe by inviting the many talented artists to collaborate with me, I thought they could make me beautiful? I am just now at this moment asking this question. This is just one project in many in my art practice that will continue helping me develop my own identity.”

Artist: Sydney Walters

“I have a story to tell, a message to relay. I want to educate and inspire. I knew an exhibition would not be enough to get the message out there. I knew a catalog would help get the word out there more,” she relates. “We are also doing artists talks; I am working with classes at the colleges, and there will be a video. I want to support others as much as I can. The catalog was one way of sharing the artists’ amazing work.”

Artist: Dani Dodge

Schomaker terms the exhibition a continuation of her own work, which focuses on challenging and finding herself. “I don’t think I will ever get to an end-point, because life changes all the time. Our identity changes all the time. Our weight changes all the time. My art practice is about telling my story of my eating disorder, struggles with weight and self-confidence. So, it will continue on.”

Artist: Nurit Avesar

The genuinely brave and beautiful show is uniquely notable from its lush and individually terrific images to the concept and Schomaker’s willingness to literally and figuratively expose herself. Following its debut at CSULA, the show will travel to Oxnard College in November 2020, Coastline Community College in January 2021, Mesa Community College in San Diego in March 2021, MOAH in Lancaster in October 2021 and the College of the Sequoias in Visalia in 2022.

Artist: Anna Stump

“We are actively sending out proposals to colleges and Universities right now, because I believe that is where a large part of our audience is. If I can reach our youth and make a difference, I feel like there is hope for the future,” Schomaker asserts.

Artist: Bradford Salamon

Perceive Me opens January 25th  5-8 p.m. at the Ronald H Silverman Fine Arts Gallery, Cal State University LA, under the direction of Dr. Mika Cho.

Participating artists include: Amanda Mears, Anna Kostanian, Anna Stump, Ashley Bravin, Austin Young, Baha Danesh, Betzi Stein, Bibi Davidson, Bradford J Salamon, Caron G Rand, Carson Grubaugh, Catherine Ruane, Chris Blevins-Morrison, Christina Ramos, Cynda Valle, Daena Title, Daggi Wallace, Dani Dodge, Debbie Korbel, Debby/Larry Kline, Debe Arlook, Diane Cockerill, Donna Bates, Elizabeth Tobias, Ellen Friedlander, Emily Wiseman, Geneva Costa, Holly Boruck, J Michael Walker, Jane Szabo, Janet Milhomme, Jeffrey Sklan, Jesse Standlea, John Waiblinger, Jorin Bossen, K Ryan Henisey, Karen Hochman Brown, Kate Kelton, Kate Savage, Kerri Sabine-Wolf, Kim Kimbro, L Aviva Diamond, Leslie Lanxinger, Mara Zaslove, Marjorie Salvaterra, Martin Cox, Monica Sandoval, Nancy Kay Turner, Nurit Avesar, Phung Huynh, Rakeem Cunningham, Serena Potter, Sheli Silverio, Susan Amorde, Susan T. Kurland, Sydney Walters, Tanya Ragir, Tony Pinto, Vicki Walsh.

CSULA Gallery is located at:
5151 State University Drive
Los Angeles CA 90032
Opening Reception: Saturday January 25, 5-8pm

Artist Talk with Alexandra Grant Sun February 2, 2-4pm
Artist Talk with Leslie Labowitz-Starus Sun February 16, 2-4pm
Artist Panel and Closing Reception Sat February 22, 2-4pm

Artist: Daena Title
Artist: Mara Zaslove
  • Writer: Genie Davis; photos: provided by artists through Kristine Schomaker

Renaissance Woman: Artist, Curator, Art Guru Kristine Schomaker

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This isn’t the first time we’ve written about artist, curator, public relations guru, publisher, gallerist -whew – Kristine Schomaker on DiversionsLA. Interestingly, she was “the first” subject when this publication began. And it’s no wonder – Schomaker is what it means to be a Renaissance woman. So settle in for an update on the exciting projects she’s working on or has planned ahead.

“The current project I am working on is tentatively titled perceive me. I am inviting artists to collaborate with me. Through personal observation and talking to many of my contemporaries, I have found that we often base our self-worth on how we think others perceive us,” she says.

Amanda Mears. Kristine Schomaker. Detail Drawing in process for Perceive Me1

She’s invited other artists to paint/draw/photograph her to continue the conversation on validation and self-esteem. “I actually just realized the other day how truly personal, emotional and self-conscious this project really is. My own self esteem has been based on how I believe others see me. I don’t mean to sound melancholy and hopeless, because for the most part, I love my life and am pretty content being single and independent, but I can count on one hand how many times I have been asked out on a date. While I logically know dating is so complex, emotionally, I feel that it is because I am unattractive.”

She notes that through experience, research, and exploration, she is uncovering deep seated reasoning for many things that have taken place in her 45 years of life. “Isn’t that what artists do? Delve deep into our psyches to discover and deconstruct? This is an ongoing process to learn to love my body and myself. I have already worked with a few artists and the work is coming out so great. I am still trying to understand my own feelings about seeing myself through their eyes, but it is definitely a work in progress. I am currently sending proposals to various institutions for a show of the work.”

Martin Cox. Kristine Schomaker - work in process after Artemisia for Perceive Me

Having had the opportunity to see some of these works, they’re outstanding – but so, too, is Schomaker herself. She is forever open, literally and figuratively here exposing herself as both vulnerable and passionate, and opening the flood gates for so many women – and men – to really see themselves as well as seeing her. Both brave and beautiful may the words that comes quickest to mind when you look at Schomaker’s artistic oeuvre.

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She also has a solo show planned at Fourth Element Gallery in Santa Ana in November 2019 which is going to focus on my installation work An Uncomfortable Skin. “I will be creating new work for that, too. Most of my work, one way or another, is a personal exploration of my eating disorder. The underlying causes through self-esteem, criticism, judgement, self-work and more. I either use my own body, or different ideas of food in my work. I am working on a piece using Yogurtland Spoons (my binge food) and vacuum sealed food bags for a show at Coastline Community College curated by Bradford J. Salomon in January.

She is also a powerhouse among independent artists as curator-muse, and PR pro. Her role in these aspects of the art scene continues to evolve.

“Since I started Shoebox PR 5 years ago, the art world has changed, and my ideas of the art world have changed. While I am the one educating my artists and introducing them to the art world, I am constantly learning, and shifting my perspective as far as questioning the artist’s role and place in the art world today. As an artist, I am on the front lines for working to figure these things out so I am able to offer valuable insight and perspective to the artists I work with.”

Shoebox PR artist meet-up

According to Schomaker, when Shoebox PR first started the focus was on promotion and marketing. As the company has grown and evolved, it’s become more of a support network for artists. “We offer resources and tools to help artists navigate their own paths. There is not just one straight and narrow road to get gallery representation. The idea that gallery representation is the holy grail of your art career is dissolving. Artists are learning to find their own opportunities with more alternative spaces, pop-up shows, artist-centric art fairs, and especially Instagram and Facebook. I don’t see this changing. There are some wonderful galleries out there who are showing edgy, important work, but they are limited. There are many more artists than there are galleries.”

To Schomaker,  artists “share the artworld. We are the gatekeepers. We need to be the entrepreneurs of our careers. I completely understand that a lot of artists don’t know where to start. I was lucky enough to have an administrative background as well as creative, so I am able to offer to help artists figure all of this out.”

Never content to rest on her laurels, Schomaker is starting a non-profit, January Arts, which is a community based organization creating/facilitating opportunities for partnership and collaboration among artists, influencers, institutions and the public. “We have already started doing residencies at our Shoebox Projects space along with free art critiques and portfolio reviews. We are looking to expand and support those underrepresented artists who need help,” she relates.

Asked what inspires her to create, today she says she isn’t sure and has felt stuck, and has not painted in awhile.

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“There is so much going on in our society: politics, the fires, mass shootings… that I have found it hard to concentrate on making art. I know with so many artists, they use these events as catalysts for creating, and are fired up and ready to get in the studio. But often, I just stare blankly at my work table and can’t move. I am not the type of artist to go to the studio and work 8-10-12 hours a day. My work normally comes more intuitively and spontaneously. I come up with ideas in the car driving, or in the shower and then immediately have to create.”

Indeed, for Schomaker, taking that relaxing hot bath may be the very best way to trigger her creativity into overdrive.

Plus at Claremont Graduate Univesity Art Gallery

“One of my recent bodies of work, my Plus series happened spontaneously in a hotel room when I saw the frosted glass bathroom door. All I had was my cell phone, so I played with my nude body, the door and the dark room. It was a great series that gave me a solo show.”

She adds “The exploration of myself, my eating disorder and self-worth also inspire me to create. While I have a journal and often write, I feel I can say more through art. It’s funny, as I talk about this, I realize that the politics of the body are definitely inspiration for my work. Sharing my curvy, plus-size body on Instagram has become a rebellious act against the status quo, against our selfie culture, against photoshop and advertising. Saying this is who I am, the real me, is a way of saying F you to the beauty industry for years of manipulation in shaping our attitudes and our lives for that matter.”

Schomaker feels her work has evolved in the past few years, changing with the times. Although she feels she is still dealing with issues of identity, she is in a holding pattern with her painting at the moment.

“I have realized it is hard separating my work life from my art life. While I believe it is all one life, they are separate in that my art life is more personal, about me. Of course, because of that, I think I am also afraid to jump in, because I get closer to who I really am and maybe I am afraid of finding out. For now, I will continue to create work as it happens. I am working on doing more social media art. Sharing myself on Instagram more to tell my story there. I feel the audience is broader and I can get my message out to a much larger audience there.”

She is also forging a path that is opening doors not just for recognition of her own work, but as a way to lead others in the Shoebox PR family onward.

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As an artist, she works in a variety of media. “Everything I come into contact with may be a tool for my art. My cell phone has been my trusted companion in a lot of my work. As an artist, I just use what is available. I am really loving using things that weren’t traditionally made for art, such as the Yogurtland spoons, a kitchen vacuum sealer or a paper shredder, but then I love getting back to my Nova Color paint and manipulating the flow and pours. I love when both of these different things collide.”

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Above, Schomaker at Shoebox Projects opening exhibition for artist Dani Dodge

As a curator and galleriest she says she looks for strong narratives and storytelling, authenticity, passion, good craftsmanship and a conversation between the art. “I am not into artist statements that are all artspeak. I want to see the personal, the story, the why.”

As far as representing artists, she asserts “I know how hard it is living life as an artist. We can be sensitive, emotional, angry, lost, unorganized, desperate, alone, tired, sad… the list goes on. I have been so lucky to have worked with some amazing mentors who made me feel that I wasn’t alone, that there is a whole community of like-minded people who are in the same boat as me. I seem to be a natural facilitator/leader/teacher, and I find it fulfilling to be able to share my experience, expertise, and knowledge with others and help them feel not so alone when juggling the life of an artist against everything else going on. I feel that this is my way of giving back for so much love and support I have received.”

It doesn’t get much better than that.

  • Genie Davis; photos provided by the artist

Get in the Huddle at Shoebox Projects

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You won’t want to miss Huddle #2.

Opening March 17th, the 2nd postcard art show at Shoebox Projects at the Brewery Art Lofts is the #equalityforall #resist postcard art show. Hosted by Shoebox Projects and Art and Cake and curated
by Kristine Schomaker, all work is donated to the show and sold for $25 each. 100% of proceeds will be donated equally to the ACLU, Planned Parenthood, and the Trevor Project. Payable by check, cahs, or card at the reception, you’ll get incredibly reasonably priced art, political action, and a warm and welcoming group of like-minded folks all rolled into one.

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According to Schomaker, “After the first Women’s March, they had a list of ten things you could do in a hundred days to support others and get the word out. One of the things was called a huddle. You get together with your community, invite people over and have a kind of get together to discuss other ways you can get your voices heard.  It is kind of like a weight being lifted off your shoulder. Just knowing you are not alone is huge.”

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From there, Schomaker decided that she without much time to volunteer – she is running several businesses and creating her own art – she decided to do a huddle that involved art. “It’s in my wheel house, it’s what do. And I thought about a post card show. Why not put the word out and far and wide, and have people all over the world send in post cards that have to do with equality. ”

With her first Huddle, Schomaker received 200 post cards with sales benefitting Planned Parenthood, the Trevor Project, and ACLU.

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“And it was just amazing to see these voices speaking out, it brought tears to my eyes to see we weren’t alone. So I had leftovers and I just found an opening in my schedule for the project space, and put out a call for more postcards. Now I have a couple hundred more and I am still waiting for more to come in the mail.”

Why choose mailing the postcards uncovered, and receiving postmarks on the work? “I wanted it to go through the USPO, I wanted the eyes of those government workers to see them.” However, she notes with a laugh, people still sent the cards in envelopes, ignoring her instructions.

Along with new works and more expanded origin points – including Texas, Madrid, Canada, and New York; the new show with a call for art which was promoted solely through social media, has one other change. Rather than a hard and fast payment, Schomaker decided “I’m saying a suggested donation of $25, I wanted anyone who wanted to buy one to buy one. That way we could sell more. Hopefully that will get people to buy them,” she explains.

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To have a handle on truth in the face of cultural gas-lighting, and to experience true community and know you’re not alone in these highly charged, polarized political times, head to Shoebox Projects on Saturday from 3-5 and go home with an inexpensive yet supremely valuable work of art and sense of belonging.

Shoebox Projects is located at 660 South Avenue 21 #3 in the Brewery in DTLA near Lincoln Heights.

Go.

  • Genie Davis; photos by Kristine Schomaker

An Amazing Body of Work: Plus at Ark Gallery

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Plus, now at Ark Gallery in Altadena through March 18th, is a simply dazzling “body” of work. These luminous nude images are profoundly beautiful, in an ethereal curation that changes as the light changes in the gallery.

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Over the course of 90 minutes at the opening today, shadows fell and daylight shifted into darkness. A number of the works are suspended archival pigment prints on transparency film. These came alive and danced, just as their subject moved and danced in creating this astonishing work.

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Kristine Schomaker’s solo exhibition is both simple and profound, revealing powerful, intimate images that spark a deep conversation about body image and beauty.

Schomaker has consistently – in a variety of different works that we’ve had the pleasure to witness evolve over the past four years – boldly discussed dealing with an eating disorder, body image, and self-esteem. This work continues and transcends that discussion.

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“As an artist, my work is always about exploration, experimentation, education, communication. It is about me. It is about my life. It is an autobiography,” Schomaker asserts.

Plus was a spontaneous creation by the artist during a hotel stay: post- sunrise serendipity and forgetting to turn off a bathroom light, formed the opportunity to shape her new body of work. 

A sliding bathroom door with frosted glass, a glow behind that door, an artist’s eye. The inspiration of art history, Reubens, Arbus. And an iPhone.

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Schomaker playfully began shooting photos on a timer and on blast, feeling free, playful, and having fun. With the frosted glass between her body and the camera she was able to create silhouettes that “focused on form, line and shape.” She began to see her body as an instrument for creating the beauty of art.

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“Through art, I have learned to face my fears in order to move forward and love myself. Or at least try to,” Schomaker says. “This new body of work is about confrontation, weight, shape, excess, history, voyeurism, objectification, control, confinement, containment, self esteem, confidence, bravery, revealing and concealing, authenticity.”

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Deeply personal, the key words that describe this exhibition to viewers include transcendent, joyful, and evocative. The framed prints on fine art paper and the suspended transparency films that both comprise this exhibition each offer depictions of the wild wonder of the human body.

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They reveal our capacity for joy; the ability of our bodies to allow that joy. They are defiant and bold, delicate shadows, triumphant and infused with longing. 

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The beautiful curation, in which viewers can stand between and weave among the large-scale suspended images, as if they too were reflected in that hotel room’s mirrored glass, adds to the overall magical quality of the exhibition.

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There is something primal, something pure about the shadowed images Schomaker has taken of herself.

“It is a hyper-personal exploration of being overweight. It is about taking control of my body in a time where #metoo is about our bodies being controlled by someone else,” she says.

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She calls it liberating, reclaiming, and an ode to the lost love of one’s self.

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The work here is quite simply what art is supposed to be: vulnerable and inspiring, moving and relatable, lovely to see, provocative to contemplate. If art is a mirror, then we are seeing ourselves, our fears, our pleasures, our vindication. If art is a call to action, then the empowerment of these photographic works cannot be denied. If art is about capturing and preserving beauty, then these somewhat amorphous forms, their luscious light, their visual – and yes, spiritual, glow certainly does that as well.

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In short, Schomaker has hit this out of the ballpark, and Kira Vollman’s beautiful open space at Ark is the perfect setting to explore images of exceptional luminosity.

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An Artist Talk is scheduled for February 11, 3-5pm; a closing reception will be held March 18, 2-5pm.

ARK is located at 2599 Fair Oaks Ave in Altadena.

Genie Davis; photos: Genie Davis